Who am I? What defines me?

These are questions everyone asks of themselves I think. Not only are they often asked but sometimes the hardest ones to answer. To look that hard at yourself and simply ask, "Who am I"? "What defines me"? is sometimes scary and exciting at the same time. In this blog I hope to describe myself a little, let people know what my hopes are, what I think of and what goals I have set for myself.

Well to start simply, I am a designer, someone's daughter, someone's friend. I create clothing, furniture and accessories for kids, teens and adults. I have been making poses for a couple of months now and finally taught myself how to make animations. It was most exciting when I figured it out and actually had them moving smoothly! Any creator or anyone really, can understand how this feels, that moment when you finally get something that you have worked so hard at, it's an amazing feeling. I have loving and doting parents that have welcomed me into their home and hearts almost 2 years ago now. Even though there were ups and downs, we never gave up and now we are comfortable and happy. I love them more than anything. I have a lot of wonderful friends that support me in my endeavors and cheer me on. It's an amazing feeling to have your own cheering squad pushing you to be better and better. They will all never know just how much they encourage me and I'm grateful for them everyday.

As I said in an earlier post, I am in a pageant with Miss Teen Avi. Our first challenge was to take a picture with objects that reflect our personalities and styles. I sat and wondered what I would do, how could I take a picture to reflect myself. I finally figured it out! I love pink and purple, anything pastel. I love fluffy and lace and all things girly. I'm huge into fashion and even taught at a modeling school for kids as well as doing the very first kids pageant in SL. As you can see I love to do funky things with my hair! Nothing makes me feel better than to have a cool new hair style. Of course I had to put my favorite doll in this. My parents gave her to me for Christmas this past year. The table behind me, the cushion that looks like a deer and both poses I made, so this reflects my creative parts. So the question was, how would I reflect all of this? I took these pictures and feel they definitely show what I love and who I am.



My hopes and dreams for the most direct future are to finish this pageant in the knowledge that I did my best at the challenges. Even if I don't win at least I can walk away happy that I tried and then there is always future pageants. I can't wait to see each challenge and do my very best at it. The other girls in this pageant are stunning and I count myself fortunate that I was chosen to compete along side all of them. This is not to say I don't want to win, because that is far from the truth, but I hope to learn all I can and if I don't get this crown then I will come back and apply that knowledge.

I'm not sure what my future holds for me with my designing, I hope to get much better and become a big name in fashion. I want to show the SL world that just because you are a huge name in fashion that you can still stay nice and welcoming in your approach with customers.


Pose: Simple Kneel and Relaxing-AnkleBiters by Jourdy
Deer Cushion: Southern Charm -AnkleBiters by Jourdy
Table and Chairs: Puzzling Activity Set -AnkleBiters by Jourdy
Outfit: =Zenith= Twin Bow Dress & Stockings @ Kustom9
Bed and XO Wall Hanging: MuddPuddles
Other little odds and ends from +Half-Deer+ and Soda Pop Shop

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